I’m Not Born Out Of A Factory Assembly Line

05.10.09

These days I notice myself blogging more about my desire for tranquility and happiness. I feel uncomfortable when forced to talk to family, friends and relatives about my plans for the future. Everyone wants to hear that I want a regular job, a girlfriend, a university degree, a wife and to work myself soullessly to my demise.

For fuck’s sake, I’m not made out of a factory assembly line!

I don’t want a 9 to 5  job. I don’t want to work for money. I don’t need a wife. And I certainly don’t need people to tell me what I want and don’t want in my life…

I’m tired of donning a mask just to please people. Yet again, this mask I wear is for my convenience. I have no desire of having a long drawn conversation, in which the other party explains why my plans are naive, stupid or impossible. It does not serve my motives to allow someone to crush my dreams.

It feels good to be alone sometimes. The silence can both be paradoxically beautiful and terrifying in an instance.

Logen L.

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17 Responses to “I’m Not Born Out Of A Factory Assembly Line”

  1. vH says on May 11th, 2009 at 10:35 am :

    Why so serious? Tsk. U need a dose of vitamin vH yo!
    This Sunday, angels and demons, don forget.

    This is SPARTA!

  2. zW says on May 11th, 2009 at 11:29 pm :

    Dude, You need a wife…on ebay..

  3. newegg says on May 14th, 2009 at 3:24 pm :

    i like ur title..But i guess sometimes we have no choice,but have to face the reality and lead a life as everyone else

  4. logish says on May 14th, 2009 at 11:18 pm :

    Yea Harris. See you then.

  5. logish says on May 14th, 2009 at 11:19 pm :

    -.-” I need a life away from here Zhi Wei.

  6. logish says on May 14th, 2009 at 11:25 pm :

    Thanks Xing Dan.

    I have to contradict you though. Reality is what you make for yourself. People can coerce you into being part of the flock, only if you allow them.

    Often, we think the conventional life that society leads is reality. It is not. We are simply too lazy and undetermined to break the stereotype of such a reality. It is convenient to take the path that has been tried, tested and often soulless.

    But it takes a hell lot of desire and persistence to create your own reality.

  7. kimman says on May 14th, 2009 at 11:40 pm :

    ojiisan =D cheer up! you hav me =D [to make u laugh ><]

  8. zW says on May 15th, 2009 at 12:34 am :

    Logen have someone eh ^^

    U also have me Logen, i’would love to smack your big butt someday.

  9. vH says on May 15th, 2009 at 6:40 pm :

    sometimes, all u need is a glass of whiskey in one hand, and a cigar in another.

    Slow down your life logen. u’re suppose to be enjoying ur teenage years yo. when u get older, den u worry. don spoil the fun yo. . .

  10. zW says on May 15th, 2009 at 10:41 pm :

    Logen don’t do cigar LOL, he might auction it off at ebay for revenue instead

  11. KILLAkillaKILLA says on May 17th, 2009 at 2:34 pm :

    logennn. my twitter doesnt work in my blog :( how u embed it..

  12. Benedict says on May 18th, 2009 at 1:24 pm :

    dude, TIGER will solve all your problems.

  13. logish says on May 23rd, 2009 at 12:31 am :

    Konbanwa ah man-chan,

    I’ll always laugh at pentium 1. :D

  14. logish says on May 23rd, 2009 at 12:32 am :

    Yea Zhi Wei, too bad I can’t say I wanna smack your ass. You lack one. lol.

  15. logish says on May 23rd, 2009 at 12:36 am :

    It’s not easy to slow life in the current environment I’m in, Harris. We can only seek to try in life to be in the moment, and not be attached to the past nor be worried about the future.

  16. logish says on May 23rd, 2009 at 12:38 am :

    Hi Killa,

    if you had followed Twitter’s instructions for embedding the widget and it still doesn’t work, it could be a problem on Twitter’s side. I have often had problems with my Twitter widget disappearing.

  17. logish says on May 23rd, 2009 at 12:42 am :

    Hi Benedict,

    drinking to avoid unpleasant situations will only make them worse in the future. One may be deluded into thinking that he has solved his problems, but until action is taken, the problem remains.

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