I might seem cold and practical to you. You might find it hard to build rapport with me, and I believe you have given up. In my defense, it is in my affection for you that I’ve built a wall. I now know its a tad bit unnecessary and I’ve been bleeding paranoid.

Even then, there’s someone else. I know there is.

I feel stupid for feeling this way about you. I am an idiot. I let my emotions get involved.

But how not to when I’ve observed how tenderly and playfully you treat your friends. How not to when I’ve witnessed your cavalier and carefree spirit. How not to, when I’ve tasted your lips.

Logen L.