Overcoming Fears and Phobia
Some days ago, I mentioned about testing NLP (Neuro Linguistic Programming) techniques and get back to you if it works. I haven’t tested it yet, if you are wondering. I need to have sufficient understanding on the NLP techniques first. Once I’m prepared, my first test would involve overcoming my fear of cockroaches. After a recent scare from Harris, when he tried to kick a cockroach at me, I decided not to live with being controlled by this fear. The reason why I haven’t called my fear a phobia is because I can watch Oggy and The Cockroaches without feeling squeamish. That’s a cartoon by the way. Oh well. Here’s a more realistic picture of my fear… My last cockroach house-invasion four years ago, left me running around the house...
Hell’s Museum of Infatuation
I am a robber. There is an artifact I want from the museum. But the value of things on display are supposedly priceless. Knowing I can only see that beautiful piece and not touch it makes me resentful. The piece has hypnotised my senses. Robbing the museum will not make me the true possessor of it. After all, while I may be able to retrieve it, its soul will vanish. An empty shell, though beautiful, is meaningless… If you do not already understand, read on. The artifact is a person, the museum represents the many obstacles. The talk of ‘robbery’ implies coercion to love. Even if I force you to love me, what would I have gained? A person without a soul… Logen
Sweet Dreams Are Made of These
Finally in a long while, I had a libido-charged dream. It would have been an orgy of three. The horrible thing is, why the hell did the parents come home before anything substantial could happen. Even my dreams are against me… Ah, well. Logen
Knowledge Is Power
Within my life list, I have some goals that relate to each other. They lead to a common big picture, which I seek. And that common big picture can be summed up in three words: Knowledge is Power. I am a big believer in the mind and its limitless capacity. I believe it can be used profitably in areas of finance, pleasure and more importantly, to transcend suffering. In this age of blind faith and propaganda, the mind is an essential point of defense. The world has seen how Hitler has used propaganda for genocide and is now seeing how terrorists are recruiting innocents to kill. It is in light of my extreme examples that I seek to expand my mental faculties; I want to process information faster; be observant and not jump to conclusions; be calm and not worry or be...
Procrastinating Again
The solution to inaction, most sensibly, is action. Yet, while I say this, I cannot bring myself to open the Microeconomics textbook. The reasons are a combination of simple ones. Firstly, I’m procrastinating because I have better things to do. Secondly, I know for sure that I have four heavy chapters uncovered and the thought of it makes me want to forget it. Lastly, because of my unproductive attitude, I may as well postpone studying to a later date when my brain will be more receptive to the information learnt. I know that these reasons are stupid. But do tell me if you ever find a sensible reason to procrastinate. Logen
The Music I Listen To
People have been asking about the kind of music I listen to. With a quick check on my cellphone, which doubles as a music player, here are the bands and artistes: Within Temptation Groove Coverage Cascada Nightwish Gavin DeGraw David Bowie Alice Cooper The Beatles Simon and Garfunkel Annie Lenox Story of the Year Celine Dion D.H.T Ayumi Hamasaki Ambeon Chiodos Liz Phair DJ Styles Rihanna DJ Crawford My favourite band is Within Temptation. If you know me for long enough, you’d know that I love to dwell in fantasies. The music by Within Temptation allows me to catch glimpses of my own world, the world I had created when I felt lonely. As much as the world of Harry Potter appeals to me, it is also not my place of belonging. Let me digress a little. I’ve...
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