Sinking Into The Abyss

I’m cracking. It hurts. The fear and paranoia is returning, slowly. I cannot withstand battling against multiple triggers at one time. And this time, there were more than a multiple. My mind is in a whirl, so much so that I no longer know why I’m sad. The more I ask myself why, the faster my thoughts race. I can no longer catch up with their pace. Teach me how not to feel pain when people attack the core of your existence. Tell me why am I unwanted. Why can’t I have the taste of normalcy. Am I born into the wrong world? A conventional person can relate to the ideas of common people. While me… I don’t know.Sponsor ZUJI SG - MLOB Cannonball 300x250 Find Me The Best Priced...

Tears Are Not For Boys

I’ve lost a part of myself. Reality has eaten away at my soul. My lips, sewn together; I cannot speak. Bonds of friendship I need break. Kinships torn asunder. All alone at my ‘happy’ place, talking with the person inside the mirror. He’s always been there for me… always… I exist for myself… Logen L.