I’ve written certain great essays in the past, praised by the teacher. In my stories, I could be what I wanted to be; I could be god for all I care. My thoughts would be mirrored in what I penned. But now, I have this irrational fear that I won’t succeed in writing a convincing male character. The effeminacy thing has taken a huge toll on me, really.
Sometimes I get this feeling that I’m just living someone else’s life. And there was some cosmic mistake. It doesn’t matter already because I don’t know what else I can say about this.
Now really, I sound as if I’m miserable but, it’s just tiredness. For now, I’ve given up talking about my pathetic unrequited love for someone. Lord Logenmort does not need love… Shame on me. I’m turning to the dark side. But they do have cookies after all.
My studies are sort of on track, though I choose to skip most lectures. It’s either skip or waste time. Forgive me for my lack of modesty but I have the smarts to excel with my own effort. I just need to cut down on procrastination.
Logen
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I have found my writing skills to be worsening with age. It may have to do with my profession, which deals mostly with numbers and algorithms.
I have no idea what you look like, but short hair is always better (at least in my book.)
On the contrary, I think you write really well. I’m just guessing but are you residing in Japan currently?
I have a lot of friends in Japan, but have not been there for ages.
lord logenmort turns over to the dark side….big news for all! course, they have those wonderful raisin and macademian nut cookies.
and by the way, u’re not alone in the writing and development of good characters…..sometimes i worry tt perhaps the characters i develop are too one dimensional and stuff….do u have tt problem too?but then again, no writer should ever think what they write are masterpieces, cause there is always room for improvement.
ganbatte, logen . i have faith tt u can do it!
Oh I see, Neoauteur. I made that guess based on your pictures of Cherry Blossoms.
Yea Champa, I get those worries too. And though I agree that there is always room for improvement, too much editing eventually spoils the story’s essence. When I begin writing, I think we should exchange our pieces. I’m sure you’ll make a good critic.
Your talk on macademian nut cookies is making me hungry. They are my favourite out of all the Famous Amos cookies.