I Am Stupid
I might seem cold and practical to you. You might find it hard to build rapport with me, and I believe you have given up. In my defense, it is in my affection for you that I’ve built a wall. I now know its a tad bit unnecessary and I’ve been bleeding paranoid. Even then, there’s someone else. I know there is. I feel stupid for feeling this way about you. I am an idiot. I let my emotions get involved.Sponsor ZUJI SG - MLOB Cannonball 300x250 Find Me The Best Priced Flight F
Emotional Detachment And Secrets
Time and time again, I question the wherefores of my existence. Within this eternal struggle of ego tussles and prejudice, the want of a happy life is but a childish dream. I subconsciously push people away at times, as I feel no purpose to have emotional attachment to family and friends. One day, they will leave. Some will leave due to the law of impermanence that governs this world. Others will choose to leave. Of the latter, I will feel the pain of abandonment. And it is this pain, which I prefer to prevent. Do I love the people whom I love (and will come to love) despite my denial of attachment? Yes I do. Am I fiercely loyal to these people? Yes I am. But perhaps drifting away is for the better. The essence of my being is clandestine and hence a life of...
Wasting My Time For Idiots
I give up. Why should I conduct events for a bunch of indecisive and unappreciative idiots who cannot keep their words? Enough is enough. One by one, at the last minute, I have people canceling their attendance. Once bitten, twice shy. In the future, I will just meet with my friends and have an awesome time. No need for me to keep calling, no need to stress, no need to keep track of who’s coming at whatever time, no need to waste my time and no need to waste my effort. You guys can just fuck yourselves and organise your own cohesion. Logen L.
Pet Peeves About Certain Bunkmates
Honour Your Promises When one makes promises, they are expected to honour their words. I have bunk mates whose words amount to lip service. Talk is cheap. They cavalierly confirm that they will attend a gathering, but back out at the last minute. Common excuses include: I have to drive my friends home, I am currently out of the country and cannot make it back in time because my friends have prolonged their stay. They blame their friends in order to break commitments. Pray tell, why the fuck are you meeting your friends before you have to attend the gathering. You mean you couldn’t have foreseen any delays. Are you so fucking retarded that you do not know your friend’s habits to delay? Disrespectfully Taking Me For Granted I am not your mama shop. You...
Body Language And My Businesses
These days, I’ve been studying body language; how to read people through their behaviour and how to alter my own body language to enhance my communication prowess. I have trouble recalling the individual non-verbal indicators and therefore shall try to summarise similarities in these indicators into a mindmap or chart. Thereafter, I have to practice base-lining the body language of individuals, while analysing if their speech is congruent with their behaviour. This goal of mine is far from being accomplished. And I have decided to make a project out of it on my other site at iKinesics. Besides body language, I have been working on two new businesses. One of them is an addition of a new domaining business model to my current domain names business. The other...
Gong Xi Fa Cai At Zouk, Phuture and Nana
Last year, I missed clubbing on Christmas day. This year, I missed clubbing on New Year’s Eve. But! the partying at Zouk this Chinese New Year more than makes up for whatever I missed. After an uneventful visit to my grandmother’s place (where my family traditionally gathered on Lunar New Year), I contacted some of my clubbing buddies. With many dismal responses, I was almost sure that my night would be quiet. Yet, at the last few hours, I managed to gather with Mandy and the twins (with their family and friends) at Zouk. If you do not already know, I do not usually go to Zouk and Phuture as I dislike the place. Too crowded and average music. However, this time was different. Mandy and I broke off from the group at Phuture for a while and headed to...
Lethargy For Five Reasons
I don’t have much to say. I feel lethargic for five reasons: (1) I had field camp, which involved bashing through thick vegetation and running up and down slope. (2) I slept for less than 3 hours during which because of some silly fucker playing hokkien music loud enough to be heard from the vegetation at midnight (3) I attended Zhi Wei’s birthday gathering overnight after booking out from camp after the field camp (4) During the gathering, we were playing a drinking game and I downed many shots (I hadn’t touched alcohol for some time). (5) I took a 3 hour nap and woke up with a splitting headache. I want to sleep. I need to buy clothes for the Lunar New Year. I feel like clubbing. I want a holiday. And I need to pay my library fines. And...
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